Dear Diary,
Today had been a rather interesting day. Met the clarinet soloist frrm TKGS who happened to be more chio than what she looked like 2/3 years ago when we first met. Our meeting was rather freaky with me joking that TKGS' school song is "Di Tanjong Katong..." It sorta annoyed her and i dunno, we began arguing about I-forgot-whatever-it-is. So she came to the Orchid gardens today and saw me pruning the fruit trees. Haha, a rather freaky meeting too. She was wearing a white sleeveless and a darn short pants while I was wearing those sort of a big straw hats typical of gardeners. She began laughing at me and we got into a rather interesting conversation. Sigh... if she does not already have a boyfriend, I might lauch an attack on her... But perhaps I might be too hum ji in the end, afraid that if the attack fails, I might lose a friend which is already not too many. That will be a rather sad story.
I am beginning to feel it, diary. The loneliness of those sleepless nights, the loneliness of a boring, nothing-to-do afternoons. !8 years of my life passed by rather spectacularly in a odd sort of a way. 18 years of my life passed by without even experiencing a single taste of relationships. I wonder how that feels like. Maybe it is tough, but I believe that it would be sweet in the end. NS is not too far away and very soon I will be immersed in an all male environment except for those occasional female officers who might be too manly for my liking.
5 more days to LOTR