悪い

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Dear TomHa,
Very frustrated, in a state of utmost turmoil... cannot concentrate in anything I do... sigh.. and it has nothing to do with school or girls or anything like that...

I think I am not going to have any kids in the future, whether or not I get married in the future. I am so not going to be a good father. If cannot be a good father, what's the point? In fact, other than ensuring that the human population do not go extinct and to help blacken the Greying Singaporean population, I find no point in raising kids. It is pretty much of a formality than something that human beings want. That's what I feel. I like kids, but definitely, the process of raising them up into fine fellas and ladies is too tough for me.

To quote Lynette of Desperate Housewives,
They can do whatever they want, as long as it is also what I want....
Yep.. That's me...