眠りが欲しいだいよ

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トムハ君、
最近悪いだな。毎日急がしくて悲しい。。。
Been pretty busy recently, and thus, blogs are going to come in more frequently! Woohoo! Afterall, my blog is perhaps the only place where I can vent my frustrations easily! Kudos to the team that started this idea of open frustration ventilation.

One of my projects is a killer... I had done so much work only to be thought to be a slacker. Although I do not pretty much care about the results that follow, as I had upheld the policy of being the absolute follower with no inkling of initiative, being branded as a slacker is certainly not my cup of tea. I hate it. Nobody knows how hard it is to learn something that was never taught in any part of your educational life and produce results with those stupid skills in a period of like less than a month. Yes, I admit, some of the work is rough, but that I had spent like 3 whole nights and days, if we were to discount the fact that I had to go for lessons and the occassional runs, for something like that, I think I deserved some credit. Wait, perhaps it is because they did not know about the nights and days that I had sacrificed, so maybe I should forgive them? Hell no, sometimes, a little speck of consideration and shutting up at the appropriate time will suffice. Not all people crave praises. I just want my PEACE! Is that too much to ask for? Bloody hell, should have gone for exchange when I had the bloody chance. No need to do these kind of things if that was the case. Ar... whatever, one more year and a few months more and I will be off.

Phew... That felt good.

Another frustration that I am feeling is that apparently, I might be going nowhere this holidays as no one wants to accompany me... Sobz... 寂しね。。。Anyhow, just crossing my fingers that at the very least, I have enough bravery to step out of my comfort zone and go on a solo trip! Woohoo!
Cheers!