Of Mis-Orientation
Dear TomHa,
I seriously do not know why I even signed up to be the web IC. I mean, I know nuts about designing a webpage and yet here I am, putting myself into a position of utter discomfort. I know nuts about HTML, as can be seen from my blog whereby the only things I really know how to do is to Bold Things, Italicise things and nothing else. The rest are just stuffs that you can do just by following instructions. Darn it. Perhaps I had wanted to learn something new, but at a time like this? With exams around the corner? Oh crap. Well, hope I can survive that without much hiccups. Removed something from the site and still cannot get it up. Hope the team does not notice it too soon. GRRRR... More googling and more books for me.

Well, been going easy on myself for the weekend, after that many tests and the sucky marketing presentation last week. Gosh.. They had really taken a great toll on me. Lucky I sprained my ankle last assessment and thus could find a reason to not exercise too hard. Thanks for the break. Blessing in disguise I think. But, the main point is that I had survived it. Very good. Kinda proud of myself, haha.　If I can manage to figure out how to do the website properly, would be even more proud of myself, afterall, I had always been rather apprehensive of computer related stuff and that I scored better than average for my programming last sem was just because I had done good things in my previous life. That's all to it. Why am I talking about this IT thing so much?

Daming is getting more and more academic nowadays. Good for him if that's what he wants. He says that I still do not know what I want. Hmm.. Kinda agree with him. But there's been one thing that I know that I had always wanted. To live a carefree and relaxed life, just like Yoh of Shaman King. However, aswhat he says, only a person who had worked and pushed himself really hard will appreciate what a carefree and relaxed life is. Very true, and I guess what i am doing now is to push myself to my limit and see what happens...

A look back at my blogs of this sem. A revelation: None of them had been funny. All are rather whiny or just screwed attempts by me to illustrate my grandiose ambitions. Guess that pretty much sums up what that I am experiencing?

欲上青天揽明月。。。