Thursday, November 03, 2005

Of Sentimentality
Dear TomHa,
I should think that I am a rather sentimental person, even though my actions and my crudeness and however I act in front of people always seem to suggest otherwise. Saw one of those swivel chairs with wheels in some desolate corner of my block and I recognised it instantly as the one that I had sat through my adolescence and now that it had finished serving its term and is too old and dilapidated to withstand my indomitably crushing 670N of weight, and that there is no longer any space left in the house for it, it has found its way to a desolated corner where someone will take it away to meet its maker. Somehow, it just makes me sad enough to stop doing Fluid Mechanics and sit down and blog about this. In the end, the conclusion that I can really draw is that I am really sentimental towards non-human things. I am still keeping the G2 that I had used for my PSLE, still keeping the G-Tech that I used for O'Levels, and still using the Pilot Rex Grip that I had used for my A'levels. Am still using the same pencil since sec 3. These are things that I hold dear to, having gone through difficult times with me, and given my shy and reserved and introverted nature, I guess non-living things are the ones that interact with me the most, coupled with the fact that I am too lazy to care for any pets other than the cactus which requires only some water per week, if you would even call it a pet. Sigh.. sometimes as time passes by and things get lost or get worn or torn, you'll just feel old. Please, somebody stop the passage of time? Alright, after I graduate please? I can't wait to go out and work. Schooling sucks big time, and please, if there is any NS freak who is going to disagree with me and talk about how good schooling is right now, I am going to freaking curse and swear at you. I don't go and say you have a good life there and you don't come and talk pleasantries about uni life with me, for you have never been to uni before. I have been through NS, albeit for 4 months only. Anyhow, I am in a better position to say which one is worse.

There was no nonsense yesterday, except that Chelsea lost through a crappy goal and L'pool thrahed their european competitors flat while still languishing at 13th position in the league. Football is getting so nonsensical. Roy Keane is even more nonsense. Sometimes, I just fail to understand the workings of the world anymore. Perhaps I will take a philosophy module next semester..

Adios.

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