Saturday, September 10, 2005

So..much...death...
Dear TomHa,
I do not know what to feel at this present state. Today was supposed to be a happy day, given that it is HC MAF and it is a saturday. Was planning and saving up for the taxi ride which I was going to take from Yuhua to HC after alumni band for the whole week and then, POO, everything that you had planned for did not survive what fate had in store for you. Grievous things happen that take you by surprise. I was REALLY surprise today, or rather, yesterday night. On further thought, surprise should be meant for good things, so I think some change is in order. I was SHOCKED, by the apparent fragility of life and how fate can really play a cruel joke on people. An uncle of mine passed on to the other world yesternight, exactly 2months after my Grandma's death. Personally, I was not as shock when grandma died. It was a natural life cycle, and she was really old. However, this uncle of mine is only like 2 years older than my dad??!! Experiences like this really makes you contemplate life in a different fashion.

The past few weeks were a killer. They were so stressful that I wonder if I would ever be happy again. Lab reports, CAD drawings, and many many more things that exterminate brain cells in a single swoop came flooding on us. Next week is going to be worse. But, the consolation is that mid-term break is coming and I do not have a single mid-term test for a change.

Ar..go sleep liao..

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