Dear TomHa,
Sorry about not updating for a terribly long time due to the wave of events that seemed to have devoured me into the deep abyss of helplessness. Never mind, I survived those few weeks of mountain loads of homework and trainings, an attempt to jio a girl but did not worked out well and things of the sorts.. I guess that was why I had left you out on to-do list.. so as to speak.. Well, better late than never, as the saying goes!
Well, tutoriala, lab reports, stuffs like that mounts ever so high on my table, unfinished, undone, un-understood, if there is such a word.. I am so screwed for my mid-term tests as I do not understand a single thing that the lecturers and tutors are spouting out.. Do not understand a single thing that my classmates say in class and neither am I understanding myself anymore. Why am I so screwed up this semester, I wonder. I suppose it is really due to canoeing. Those punishing regimes of going up and down the same place, the only-freaks-would-like-it gym workouts and of course, the inevitability of having to go out too early or go home too late to do anything that is constructive in the eyes of the academics. Yeah, this about sums up why I am confirmed not going to row competitively ever again after SDBA. I just hope that I am able to sneak some medals, whatever the colour out of the competition. Hehe and I will hang up my paddle although of no significance to the canoeing scene in Singapore and rest indefinitely from the stench of the Kallang waters. What a joy it will be, I wonder..
Well, jioing girls had never been my forte and I am seriously contemplating, again, about having to spend the rest of my life lonely in this earth, still writing my chronicles of a lonely soul.. That will be rather sad, I suppose, that I will be withering into nothingness without companionship and offsprings.. Sigh.. So far, I had never met another girl that is like her leh. I guess I would never go out with another girl other than her. I mean when you develop feelings for a girl and the feelings actually endured for about 5-6 years already, it is hard to convince yourself that there is another girl out there whom you would really want to spend Valentine's and every other single day with! But she has a boyfriend and she seems happy enough.. Sigh.. Love is not about ownership... Guess things really works this way.. Well, at least I love(hate) humanity, the mountains, the rivers, the animals of this wonderful earth indefinitely.
That's about it this time, TomHa, and I hope it would not be too long before I talk to you again!