Dear Diary,
I seriously am thinking that I am having too much free time, so much so that I think it is hindering my studies. Why do i say so? In the past, whether it is RV band +council schedule or the HC canoeing schedule, there will be some sort of like compulsory "shack you out" days. What this means is that I would be very hardworking for the remaining few days to make up for loss time. Not that it is very apparent in HC but at least that is what I feel. Now, all I do is go for lectures tutorials, do homework, run a bit, swim a bit and tidy some projects here and there and there you have it, a glimpse into what is my life really about. Haha, can you imagine someone actually complaining about having too much time? Weird person.
It suddenly seems to occur to me that all my friends are giving me the impression that I should get myself attached during my four years in University. Hmmm...it makes some sense but so what if I don't have. Afterall, I am incredibly shy and reserved, inconsiderate, ungentlemanly, talentless, 'unhandsome', freaky appetitie and taste, stingy...wow, I can't be that bad, can I? Anyway, back to the point, I seriously am envisaging myself to be someone to be continually lonely in uni...sigh...hope that the situation would seriously turn for the better.
Anyway, I think I should go learn some fighting martial arts already lah. Aikido seems to be not bad, given the realistic nature of it. Hmmm... can consider... worthwhile to learn something to keep myself occupied.