Dear Diary,
haha it had been a terribly long time since I last updated (You do realise that this had been my opening lines for I dunno how many entries do u?/). Nvm. Anyway, what should I touch on since I had lost all my mood to mug, not that there was any to begin with.
School sucks. Really. Whole lot of lectures teaching things that would not turn up in the tutorials and doing whole lot of tutorials that have no relation to the assignments and finishing the assignments in a mad man's frenzy so that I had to research again into things that would be covered in tests which I had never heard of. Some how, I agree with Wenyang's view that lectures in university are the same as those I had in OCS. Those that I had to commit acts of sado-masochism so that I could open my eyes wide enough to focus on anywhere but the lecturer and the screen behind him. I seriously don't know why I even bother to attend these lectures when no attendance or whatever is taken and if I want, I could even watch the lectures on the web as they would recorded! Maybe it is the self satisfaction of at least acquiring 10 minutes of knowledge imparted by the lecturers. I dunno. But #@@@#$#%$@%@&##%^* to all proponents of independent learning. They are the ones who should have been shot!
Taking up the module of geopolitics opens up a sad world of conflicts before my eyes and I seriously don't understand why I chose a module to watch gastly videos of children being shot, men losing their limbs and dignity and women losing their chastity. It is depressing in actual fact to learn about the many Hot areas of the world where everybody's birthday wish is a full-body biullet proof vest and an Ak-47.