Dear blog, diary, whatever...
I am still feeling down now, two days after the release of results. I did badly, by my standards and I am in no sense trying to put anyone down. Still wallowing in self-pity, wishing that the whole Earth would just swallow me down to the core of the burning inferno and get me melted so as to recycle me as some organic matter that can help some tree to grow well. Been in such a terrible mood that all the office people are getting an earful from me. Who care... I am quitting by this friday. There is this accountant with this big mole above her lips and just cannot stop blabbering about how troublesome we are. I tried to be as subtle as my abilities can take me but I still suppose it is not good enough. I asked her what her favourite car is and before she could even answer, I said that it should be a BMW... Big Mole Woman... Yeah I told her that too. Guess I am not going to have a really good time for the rest of my work days... Afterall, she is the one issuing the paychecks. Sigh.. I just have the knack to offend the wrong people.
Why did I do so badly. I mean getting 'B's for physics and Economics is ok. They are my worst subjects afterall. I mean, I am just glad they did not get any worse. But my Geography?? Fuck! I am one of the three in the whole cohort to get B when all others got A. Fuck lah! I feel so screw up. Even almighty is laughing at me. @#$#^%&**&%^$^%$^%^$#^%$*&%&$^%^%#%$#*^%$#^%*$&(&%(*&^%*&^*)(^()*^(*)^*&^*&^&%^%$$@%^*^(*$_(*)&%%^&*()*%$$#&**(&)(!!!!!!!!! Argh!!!!!!!
Life is but another vacumm cleaner! It Sucks Big Time!!