Dear Diary,
The time has come for me to thread through wildernesss through war on this route to manhood. The time has certainly come and I resume that it is very improbable that I would update regularly after going in to camp especially since I am such a lazy guy. Nevertheless, I am beinging few pieces of paper to write some of my thoughts and experience when I do have free time in Pulau Tekong.
Am feeling a little excited about going in as the patriotic soul inside of me keeps telling me that now is my only chance to serve the nation and I had better serve it well or I would be regretting for the rest of my life. Yue Fei, Guan Yu and the Water Tiger heroes had always been my inspiration since young and now the chance had finally come for me to emulate these idols of mine! Yeah... COunt on me Singapore....
HOpe that I would not come out and say... FUck the Army..
hahahHAHhahahHAhHhahaHAHAHA

Dear Diary,
Watched the trilogy trailer for the Lord of the Rings. It could only like register a "relatively ok" remark in my brain as it just seems to be an amalgam of all the three different trailers, add different background music, do some editing to keep it under 5 minutes and a nice trilogy trailer hot and fresh from New Line Cinema. It was nice but not that good considering the 11 academies won by Peter Jackson and gang. However, this new trailer sort of raised new fears to me that Jackson and gang are going to come up with some jumbo trilogy special extended dvd set and then I would be so screwed. I mean I bought the previous two extended sets and I will not be able to resist the temptation to buy the jumbo one. Die Die...money's flying out of my pockets!!
Anyway, watching the trailer had raised a new issue to me. That the Steward family of Gondor is one to sympathise with. Afterall, I really think that they had evolved into some sort of villains in the show/book just because they had tried too hard in protecting Gondor from the forces of Mordor(haha i suddenly realse that it sorta rhymes!!=)) becoming a little demented as a result. They paid heavily for theire dementia and I like to beseech all the ppl who had watched the movie to stop treating them like villains...men are weak
Army days are coming soon...hope that I can make it in there!

Dear Diary,
I realised that not working certainly hassome detrimental effect on my level of fitness and general health. You see, when I worked, i just worked and worked and worked, no time for snacks and all these sorts of things and I would really have the discipline to run and if I may proclaim... I run home in running gear, I.e. T-shirts and pants... not some office wear although the carrying a bag part is true!! Wonder where that spread from... Anyway... back to the topic. Yah... excercising is really quite an obscure concept to me now. Think I am developing into something like.... Morgan You. Yucks! Must really excercise tommorrow.
Went for the Lord of the Rings exhibition at science centre 2 days ago. Must say that it was a very good experience and really worth the money. I mean, even though the tickets were kind of steep, at $16, if you showed your student pass, you get to spend three hours in it and it includes free admission into the science centre! Therefore in total, I spent around 4 hours in Jurong!! haha Fun. Certainly felt good for finally understanding how forced perspectives were done. Cool! Bought myself the one ring. Kao spent a fortune on it. Oh yah and I bought a miniature Anduril and Glamdring. Another 100 bucks gone. Money had been flying out of my pockets these days.
Father is so old that history is called current affairs at his time!!

Dear Diary,
Been excercising myself crazy these few days. Started out on a new working out regime of climbing up and down the stairs in my HDB block and everytime i reach those lift floors, to sprint from one end to the other end. Can die man... This kind of workout is crazy. I can barely pia 5 rounds and before I know it, I am dead, lying on the ground, motionless. Then I would make my way to those public pull-up bars to execute the pull-up program my previous canoeing coach had enacted for the team. Though I had always find it pointless and quite boring... it still helps lah, one way or the other. I don't know why...after so many months already... I still find that I am just so unlucky to have him as my coach. One, he does not come down to paddle with us, at least I had never experienced that before. Two, he is a damn sucker who only metes out punishment as and when he likes. Three, I just don't like him. And to be honest with you, Mr Diary, I had been feeling all these after dragon boating competition. The day when he tried to 'motivate' us. We, the team whom he had never coached before. In my opinion, he had never coached us ever since. All he had ever done was to tell what is to be done and what's not. That is all. Period. Fuck!
My bad mood is still there. I can feel it everytime and i had turned into a fucker ever since. Damn angry with anything, everything. Maybe i would feel better with this poem which i had make before the results. Here it goes.
The Tree
Dear tree, O tree
How pitiful are thee
Make food under the blazing light,
still laboring under the glaring night.
Dear tree, O tree
How pitiful are thee...
FUcking hell. Feeling even worse right now. Maybe some 10K run will do. Fucking hell
Life is but a broken pencil...pointless

Dear blog, diary, whatever...
I am still feeling down now, two days after the release of results. I did badly, by my standards and I am in no sense trying to put anyone down. Still wallowing in self-pity, wishing that the whole Earth would just swallow me down to the core of the burning inferno and get me melted so as to recycle me as some organic matter that can help some tree to grow well. Been in such a terrible mood that all the office people are getting an earful from me. Who care... I am quitting by this friday. There is this accountant with this big mole above her lips and just cannot stop blabbering about how troublesome we are. I tried to be as subtle as my abilities can take me but I still suppose it is not good enough. I asked her what her favourite car is and before she could even answer, I said that it should be a BMW... Big Mole Woman... Yeah I told her that too. Guess I am not going to have a really good time for the rest of my work days... Afterall, she is the one issuing the paychecks. Sigh.. I just have the knack to offend the wrong people.
Why did I do so badly. I mean getting 'B's for physics and Economics is ok. They are my worst subjects afterall. I mean, I am just glad they did not get any worse. But my Geography?? Fuck! I am one of the three in the whole cohort to get B when all others got A. Fuck lah! I feel so screw up. Even almighty is laughing at me. @#$#^%&**&%^$^%$^%^$#^%$*&%&$^%^%#%$#*^%$#^%*$&(&%(*&^%*&^*)(^()*^(*)^*&^*&^&%^%$$@%^*^(*$_(*)&%%^&*()*%$$#&**(&)(!!!!!!!!! Argh!!!!!!!
Life is but another vacumm cleaner! It Sucks Big Time!!